I want to risk being too much. I'm too tired to tone it down. I want to love loud and stand my Fuck You up in front as a barrier to injustice. I want to dance when I cannot stand and to know there is no shame in going home when I want to. I want to be the person who says no with my full chest. And throws my yeses around like glitter.

Sometimes criticising ourselves can be a habit rather than a conscious choice, and I have found it is useful to create disruptors to pattern